Okay I’m so done. Bye.
Love you all
I hate myself for feeling this way, how much it affects my being and how stupid I was to think it would be different this time. Sometimes people tell you over and over that they don’t think it’s a good idea, but I stayed there, hoped and trusted. Maybe it will change, maybe it will be better, maybe. In the end the words are the same as in the beginning, they were right. Now I’m left with a wall of indifference and tears to dry.