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How do we forgive ourselves for all of the things we did not become?

—"14 Lines from Love Letters or Suicide Notes" by David ‘Doc’ Luben  (via bruisedkneesclub)

(via pingwillow)

Okay I’m so done. Bye.
Love you all
Xxx

I hate myself for feeling this way, how much it affects my being and how stupid I was to think it would be different this time. Sometimes people tell you over and over that they don’t think it’s a good idea, but I stayed there, hoped and trusted. Maybe it will change, maybe it will be better, maybe. In the end the words are the same as in the beginning, they were right. Now I’m left with a wall of indifference and tears to dry.

But depression kicks the curiosity out of you. I mean I know what’s to offer, I just don’t see how it will save me.

But depression kicks the curiosity out of you. I mean I know what’s to offer, I just don’t see how it will save me.

(Source: fashionfever, via oh-myalphabet)